old self.....

this is my life schedule for my life nowadays......
6.45- wake up, do devotion rush to school for cf (if there is one that day)
7.00- cf or is there isnt any that day, struggling to wake up
7.25- wake up rush to school
7.00-2.00- school
after school
3.00-7.00- tuition or in mcdonald rushing homework....haha... actually enjoy it
7.00- go look for dinner in taipan
7.30- basketball...
10.00- reach home settle things down, pack bag,
10.30- sms study still i fall asleep

lolz.... i dont know la... i dont hate the life i have now, but i thinki hve changed loh.... to the better i guess... since im studying ALOT nw but i kinda miss old self now.. where i'm like super confident with myself, i'm super crazy, always causing trouble in school... that time the sky is the limit for me.... (but it wasnt la)xp
and now i just dont know wat to say la... i just bring that me to myself just now in school and almost killed a teacher... like seriously... haih

in conclusion i want to be my old self la but i want to focus on my study as well...haiz... can i be a ALL STAR??