It was like every other night, where i was calling my study mates to go out study with me. But Then i realize that everybody was with their family tonight. It immediately hit me that today was wesak day and its a public holiday. Where all the parents just lay back and rest. Then i t hit me again, why wasn't i hanging out wif my family? Well, cause my mum is working.. Yes, even on public holiday.

Haihx.. I felt bad that in a way, my mum is working hard for the family even if its public holiday. and its always she wants the best for me and all. Despite her endless nags, she just wants the best la i guess. This is the reality i guess, nt everybody will get the opportunity to enjoy luxury, but i guess.. my life... simplicity is luxury

Just enough

I feeling very tired and just dun have the courage to even live for tomorrow. I dun have any direction or dun even know whether i have enough strength to live on. Tired, frustrated,demotivated,sad.. SICK both mentally and physically....

The one i hope, seem to be hopeless.. The love i expect love seem to turn around me.. But all i need is YOU. You are all i need, you give strength everyday, never less, sometime more, but ALWAYS just enough to move on for tomorrow. :)

Strength of God is living on today even you didnt know you can live on..

Do or die

I guess i have achiened my selffish goal of being finacial independant.. But somehow.. Something is missing.. Haih.. DO or die. do also die.. dun do also will die.. Firetruck

FORM 6 wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~ heheh.. yea!!

WISE quote of the day:

A new start but the end of the race is drawing near, so live like you're dying, if today is your last day...

This is my story, this is my song..
i will praise You all the day long...

there's so many things that words cant explain.
and my action is not enough to express

but all i know is that u care,
because i can feel u there,
every momment even when im down and sad..

so walk by next to me,
together we will make our own love story
and i will create history,
all for the sake of Your glory.

Yes.. i know my blog is dead...

Hmm... let me put something more encouraging this time la..
If you want something.. Go for it... Becuase your dreams are only dream which will nt come true if you dun go get it..

Haha.. why it only hit me know that, in life. sucess needs more than oppurnity but also effort..

lol.. i dun realy know where i am going with this post.. but again.. i really anna change my life.. like seriously..

I not gonna be myself anymore.. i wanna be myself but only better.. talking about myself and better..

which dude is better??

can He please everybody?

You know.. People always say.. you cant please everyone... But now the question is? Can God pleases everybody?? What I'm saying now, the creator of this earth, the begining and the end of time and every living thing.. The everlasting God, the person that is full of love and mercy.. CAN HE PLEASE EVERYONE and full fill every needs of every man..

Honestly, i don't know. If he could, how do you explain the endless problem in this earth and countless people that go thru so much pain? But if he can't, so much for the almighty and powerful God. LOL

But as far as i have conclude.. is this laa.. God is already pleasing everybody, whether they realize it or not.. Its so obvious guys, when you gonna do something bad, does He sent a lighting down from the sky and shock u till death.. no rite.. But sometimes, when stuff doesn't go your way (God not pleasing you), its simply bcoz He has a greater plan for you!lol.. again is really wat i think only laa