I just feel like blogging

Honestly, i dont know wat to blog about, but currently just so you know, my SPM result are not that awesome.. and i not super rich can go college.. and score A is very pressuring.. so yea.. zz.. anyway.. My emotion are so mixed up la.. lol.. SUPEREMO.. cant tell truth or lying..

Song in Latin

Is warm and loving with her family and friend
Is sometimes impatient, but understanding
Overall, she's just plain super
Keeps on going, even after she stumbles
Believes she is valuable and worthwhile person
Takes full advantage of the pleasures everyday
Believes in prasing and supporting others
Has a great, kind, and fun loving personality.

Sally Nigel and bernard...1997

Hello Form6

Hello form 6.. we gonna have quite a journal together.. hehe.. two years down the road taking stpm..

haiz.. this is God will.. may His will be done and not mine.. challenge ahead bring it on

Like A firework

Like a firework, once the fire starts burning and you just can wait for the wick to finish burning and just to see what happens to the firework.

every second it burns, the more nervous you get. And deep down you know there's only two things that will happen.. either the firework explode into flying colours or you end up burning yourself..

Yes. this is how it felt today, while we waiting for our result. The atmosphere was so intense and we know its either good and we will be happy or we will be sad and disappointed if the fireworks do not work, and backfired.

Well, what happened to me was, my firework didnt work. There wasnt a single spark that happened. so yea.. i was kinda neutral about what i got laa.. haha.. but in conclusion

Isiah 58:5-8 says that God has a plan beyond our imagination for all of us. Big fireworks, or if it doesnt work, or if it backfired.. so get fired up for God.

MARCH 11

The turning point of my life..

This is the junction where i decide whether i going to form 6 or i shall go on persuade my dream.. wait wat dream?? nobody agrees with wat im doing.. even myself.. i also dun know wat to do.. zzz.. as if i can go persuade my dream.. nobody seems to care..

is it just me or i just feel the world is just very dark... zzz.. run away from this town..

Thanks

Thank you for blaming me for shits

Thank you for digging up the past

Thank you for making me feel like i'm a piece of shit

Thank you for making yourself so right when you yourself know you're not

Thank you for making me feel i'm not worthy enough

Thank you for spoiling my night just before my undang test

THank you for relating every little small thing as tough it was my fault

Thank you for rubbing it

So wats next huh??

Still want me thank you for tomorrow night that you gonna give me a rough time just before my result day

I cant take it anymore..

I tried talking to you

but did you hear me out.. NO you just go on and on rubbing it in..

Im nt perfect you know..

zzz...

the sad part is not the scolding.. it is when i'm not in fault and you just dont care and put the blame on me when you doesn't even have to care...

Based on a true story

Have anyone once asked you this before? If i and MR.X felt into the ocean, who would you saved? Well, this is based on real life story.. Dont really know the detailed story but i think the meaning is still there..

A pastor giving a sunday sermon suddenly decided to give a story:

'Church, once a upon a time, there was a young Christian boy who decided to go out with his friend for fishing at a river nearby their house. Something happen causes both of them fell into the river. Neither of them can swim and both of them started to shout and asked for help. The boy's dad came and saw what happened but the problem was that he could only saved one of the boys. Is whether he saves his own son and leave his son's friend to die. Without wasting anytime, he jumped into the river and saved the boy's friend and he left his son behind and the river just bought his son away.And that was the last time, he ever see his son again. (means the son died laa)

Yes, the boy father chose the his son's friend over his own son. Why?? His wife wanted an explanation. The father said... 'I know that our son have went back to be with our Father in heaven, but this boy here, have not came to know the Lord yet, and because of that, I cant let this boy died without experiencing the touch from God.'

After the pastor said this story, everybody kept quiet, deeply in their heart thinking.. 'yea rite, this is just a story, but i don't think in real life anyone will do this'

And the pastor continue: 'Church, I'm the boy that got saved in the story'

It only takes one wrong word to break our relationship,
But why it often requires One life
for us to reconcile with the one with love??

My another first time

I went to theme park is time square ytd!!!hehe.. Imy first there.. LOL.. me so happy..
the roller coaster and the spining thing was awesome.. the after effect of the spin was also awesome.. I just cant stop going to toilet after every spinning thing and let my lumch out.. Of coz.. thank you jaclyn for buying me the ticket (yes, a girl bought me ticket.. :( ) To truly describe the ride there.. this song should explain it la



But during the roller coaster, wen it reach the highest point.. i felt like i had nothing to depend on, and it was exciting yet thrilling.. i felt like i was flying.. God... i want to fly one day... like really fly... into the blue sky and undefined gravity... and just fall down