No rejection

Well as far as most of you guys know, i'm currently working as an education consultant in the social network.. Aka.. the score A thing la... haha..

One of the main selling point in this job is nobody says no to education. Well, technically true la, cause parents are willing to cut down on going outside and eat just to save up for tuition. Some parents willing to work OT just to save up half a million to sent their child overseas to study..

But at the same time, nobody says no to money too. So in order to get them to agree to join my little network, i must convince them that education is more important than $$. Simply because investing money in education will pay back more.. Hehe..

I don't know what i'm talking about la.. But 1 thing for sure la.. all this knowledge and wealth will not last. And you cant bring it to grave so why is it so dam important?

mother.. zzz

if there is one wish i cpuld have is stop my mum nagging.. zzz.. like seriously.. no offend but is really wat i think mah..

Its been A while

Dear nobody,

Im sorry i haven't been blogginf for a while. Lol, but as if anyone reads it too.. Well, wateva it is. At least i'm baxk rite... FL

So i got a story to tell you but you might hear it before, but just listen la..

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The young boy rush to his dad., 'Dad, i want my half of the property, and i want to leave this house.' 'But why?' the father asked. 'Isn't your elaun enough for you? wat is it that you want a new car?? But you change your car every month.. Or are you in debt?' The father was confuse by the child demand.

'No' says the child. 'I'm sick of being at home. I want adventure, i want to see the real world out there.'

'But cant you just go jungle tracking or play bungee jumping or something else.' Says the father. 'why do you leave me'

'No dad, You don't understand.' And the father and child just go on exchanging word.

'If this is wat you want son, i could only ask God blessing to go with you wherever you go' He took his cheque and gave him his property. 'Thank you father, i'll come back to visit you once a while.'

And so the son took off, he spent his money on the casino. Having many many girls by he side. He drinks all day and all night. And there came the recession, and he didnt have enough money to even but food for himself.. He was then put to charge of a pig farm.. and all he could think of now is just of his home

"Son, can you please check the letter box." The father asked the his older child. "No letter today, dad" answered the son. "Ok, follow me to the post office later, myabe there us some technical error."

"Dad, can you give up on him already?? Brother have long forgetten about us. If he does, he would called us already." The dad was furious " How could you say such word? He is stills part of the family, you own brother "

"Part of the family? If he was part of the family he wouldn't let you sit next to telephine all day and night, waiting for him to call. Sleeping outside the balcony, waiting for him to come home rite??" says the older sons.

"for goodness sake father, forget about him already"

the father remain silent, but in his mind. He was patiently waiting for his son to Come Home

3 type of people in this world

Some one wise once said.. there is 3 type of people in this world

1. The people makes thing happen
2. The people who see things happen
3. The people that wondered what happened...
   

I wondered which one i am....

It's been almost a year

I remember i started of this year by goin to DU rally.. and Uncle Jason told me do we really mean what we sing?? haiz.. it really hit me.. do i really mean what i say... z

Wats the point?

Wats the point of life if is like a uno stacko?? There's no need to continue because everytime you build it, and play it will just fall off... I mean of cause every time you built it back, it will be a strong and solid block. But then, everybody just want a piece of me and the burden of top of me is getting bigger and heavier. And till a certain point i will just fall and break into a million pieces..

Im still blogging

i hopeless ad la... Half way thru spm and im still in cc.. no hope ad la.... hehe...

One more month

Yesh.. Is half way through SPM.. haha.. you know you have to wake up dam early for SPM.. and midnite cat like me have to wake up dam early..

I guess this is why they said is

SPM-Sarapan Pagi Malaysia

Need to wake up early morning for that paper.. Brain also haven't wake up..
Haha.. i know i am

SPM- Student Paling Malas

Haiz.. SPM is kinda good now.. I can do the papers!! haha..Really la praise God for that.. I really don't derserve this blessing.. So yea... Hehe... Its one more month to chritmas!!

I really dont know why he didnt win..



all it needed was that one sip.. AS bad as it sounds, it felt really good. Really really good.. It was as tough my pain was gone.. But now my lung ache and it just a matter of time before the addiction strikes back... Shh.. i really dont know why.. maybe i'm trying to prove something, but i don't know what.. Maybe i want to imitate somebody, but i don't know who..

if i can wake up tomolo

Why am i not worried?

Is the last 86400 seconds and continue to count down itself.. So yea.. and im not even worried bout it.

I'm not prepared for it. I know i haven't studied enough and all but still im not worrying or stress enough to give me the motivation to do so. Haiz.. Is this SPM?

Should be going home now to nerd!

Im living the last days of of my life

Yes.. is the last week.. but im still here dotA-ing.. i dk wats wrong wif me wei.. Help me...

Better than me

I cant fly across the seas...
I cant reach the sky and get the stars for you
No i cant run in the speed of light
NO fire, ice, nor lightning can be produced with my bare arm..
I have no rocket that bring you fly across the galaxy

Im sorry im a man with broken promises
But you're all that i need
is you i see when i close my eye
you the reason when i live. hehe..

with you.. im better than me
and is better with you

the last few days

13 days.. haha...

me and you, you and me.. SPM STRESS

Is 16 days left to SPM and im here blogging.. OMG.. hehe.. no mood la.. so lazy want to study anymore.. hehe... Oh i finally found the song.. GUYS, me and you.. lets face this spm together..

The final countdown to spm

18 days left.. but im not worried.. wats wrong wif me?? I can tell you i was more nervous in the last few weeks of push then now.. haiz.. you got it rite.. the accident has hit me badly..

Cute girls, outstanding voice

check this out... i know low quality but home production mah.. haha

A broken heart

Did you know telling mum the truth is not always a good thing to do, but telling what she wants seems to be a better thing to do. But for every hole i dig, the hole just get bigger and bigger.

Speaking to somebody who doesn't understand (foolish) will only make you an idiot..

And working not for you benefit will not bring you any good (like duh..)

Don't try to care for someone you don't understand because it will only hurt the person more.

I prefer to be in jail. Where my feelings are all locked up, so cold and all freeze up. Where no love can melt it and no one could move it.

So let me run away..

Someone once told me religion was the cure to my heartache. And it was, it was beautiful at the same time pain. Pain for it is the true. For it tells me that, it will come for destruction and separation.

Oh well, who's fault was it to blame that God make the devil stronger than human. And as time draw to an end, temptation will appear more than our faith reminded. Only the determined will pull it off.. or maybe all you need is a faith of a child..


-a broken heart

All i can think of

SPM 28 hari lagi.. Sure die ad.. Haiz.. 平时不烧香，临时抱佛脚

The after effect of the accident

I jut very tired... I have no mood in studyin or spm anymore.. so tired... so lazy.. procrastinating, procrastination is the thief of time. but i have no time left and i'm still procrastinating, does that even make sense.

You go oo oo i go la la

Haha.. so this is the song daniel been telling me about.. Untouched..

A good mail.. worth forwarding

Haha.. saw shu run's blog.. and yea.. very funny! cats lover out there, this is for you.. esp.. lobak

CATS & TEENAGERS (Hope this makes you smile)


For all of you with teenagers or who have had teenagers, you probably already know
why they have a lot in common with cats:

1. Neither teenagers nor cats turn their heads when you call them by name.

2. No matter what you do for them, it is not enough. Indeed, all humane efforts are barely adequate to compensate for the privilege of waiting on them hand and foot.

3. You rarely see a cat walking outside of the house with an adult human being, and it can be safely said that no teenager in his or her right mind wants to be seen in public with his or her parents.

4. Even if you tell jokes as well as Jay Leno, neither your cat nor your teen will ever crack a smile.

5. No cat or teenager shares your taste in music.

6. Cats and teenagers can lie on the living-room sofa for hours on end without moving, barely breathing.

7. Cats have nine lives. Teenagers live as if they did.

8. Cats and teenagers yawn in exactly the same manner, communicating that ultimate human ecstasy--a sense of complete and utter boredom.

9. Cats and teenagers do not improve anyone's furniture.

10. Cats that are free to roam outside sometimes have been known to return in the middle of the night to deposit a dead animal in your bedroom. Teenagers are not above that sort of behavior.

Remember above all else, put out the food and do not make any sudden moves in their direction. When they make up their minds, they finally will come to you for some affection and comfort; and it will be a triumphant moment for all concerned.

how am i?

Like dat lo.. Hehe.. start to go back to school already.. taking school gerak gempur and exams...

Suppose to remove my stitches today, but don't know why Doctor dowan to remove it.. I think it haven't fully recover. So yea, now need to out so lotion in my mouth some more. Zzz.

But besides that everything is good la. Business as usual. SPM is near. But i so lazy nowadays. Hehe.. Oh yea...

If you free this saturday please come and attend this:

Is an event by teens r us and all your money will be donated to CMCT an charity orphanage in india. Hehe.. So yea, come check out this sat and ss19 , 7oclock at night!
Don't come alone, bring your friend. Two are better than one!

Have i mention?

I have stitches on my mouth, causing me pain when i laugh.. haiz... what have i done to derserve this.. watching comedy is a really like watching some korean drama... 笑到哭！！

So, what actually happened to me??

Ok. I know everybody is panic ing about me and my health after the car crash. So i'm here to let you guys know what happened lo.

On Tuesday, i was going on to Taipan lo, then from USJ 11 i was about to cross to taipan using my bicycle. When i'm about to switch my lane, i put up my right hand to switch lane, by the time , i cross over, all i remember was i got hit by the car. and i was on the floor. All i could see was blood, then, the traffic all of a sudden just slow down, the lady came down and start to ask me how was i, but i think she saw blood flowing down my face. She got panic and start to apologise to me like mad woman. So, i asked her to chilled and asked her to let me called my mum and sent me to clinic.

From, clinic the doctor there said i'm too serious for them, they cant take me in, so i got admitted to hosital with Uncle Kah Wan's help (church member). So reach there , wait there for an hour just to get my wound clean (malaysia system mah). Long story cut short, i was then sent for surgery in my face then got home, phone rang till no battery, lolz. And made police report and all lo.

How am i? I quite good la, just very lazy to go back to school. hehe..

Hows the finacial? So far, i got the school PA (insurans) to back me up, still waiting for the driver to show up, and propose a proper solution on this case.

Hows the case? The sergeant said i was at fault for breaking the rule of 3(2)(b). For what i care i don't know, maybe getting a lawyer to sue her.

Why so cruel? Well, she is been avoiding me ever since we bumped to each other in the police station. Then yea lo.. Call her dowan pick up and all.. Haiz.. Want ask her how is she doing also cannot.zz

What gone? JOshua's Bicycle smashed, my glasses, my 3-days old phone, my date with my xin, my handsome face, my motivation to study, my paycheck, my ability to play basketball, my freedom to go out. MY this and my that la.... haixxxxxxxxxxx

Whos fault is it?

haha.. i goin re qoute it

"Neither this man(blind person) nor his parents sinned," said Jesus, "but this happened so that the work of God might be displayed in his life.

Come on guys, God is real, I'm not joking, these past few days, i just rest upon his peace and honestly i desire nothing more for his kingdom to come.... Have you experienced his perfect love? I urging you.. GO and look for for Him.

oh this is how i look like now.. They say is piggy

SPM- Sudah Pasti Mati

getting too stressed with physic? Check this out!

Not good enough

study = x fail........(1)

x study = fail.......(2)

(1)+(2)

Study + x Study = X fail + Fail

Study (1 + x) = Fail (x+1)

Study (1 +X)/(x+1) = Fail

Study + Fail

Lesson to learn

Basketball court is not a place place to lepas geram. too many innocent people there. LOL. Move along, chun yit !

maybe should try dancing

or simply love.. hehe

Grace

The defination of Grace:

1. elegance or beauty of form, manner, motion, or action.
2. a pleasing or attractive quality or endowment.
3. favor or good will.
4. a manifestation of favor, esp. by a superior: It was only through the dean's grace that I wasn't expelled from school.
5. mercy; clemency; pardon: an act of grace.
6. favor shown in granting a delay or temporary immunity.

At the same time, is also my beloved pet sister/ friend/ i dont know what la..

Grace Tham Mun Yee
and guess what she used to be from Grace assembly
*christian la.. duh

Anyway, she is not what i'm trying to say today. Amazing grace goes like this

'amazing grace how sweet the sound, that save a wretch like me'
-i forgot the author's name- my apologies

and Pr.Sandra once said as well,

'when your sin us revealed, God is not condemning you, but God is pouring His grace upon you.'

-Pr.Sandra Chin,ACTS church'

Well, i wasn't being a very good boy recently and i got busted. And this was the thought that came to my mind. I was really all over it when i got busted, and my mind was in a mess, i dont know what i was thinking, and suddenly everything became blank. I don't find this Grace very sweet or comforting.

then after a long day of thinking, it is and it was the grace of God because, God reveal your sins now, so you might repent now and not repent when end days come! Yes, it is painful now, but it is not for long. But if i never repent, the pain would be for eternity.

I'm sorry, my blog have became very religious out of a sudden but i guess this is really what i think mah. so yea!

I'm not a gennie

You know.. I'm just exhausted la.. Exhausted of giving my best. All i ask is what i deserve.. Is it too much to ask.. Why is it that i have to face the consequence of some other random people's mistake. Huh?? Is hurts.. I giving my best and my all.. No doubt and this is what i got? Injustice.. That just prove karma wrong.. hehe..

Not bad is not always good enough... And all i have to offer is not enough to satisfy your need.. so wat the f you want from me?????????? haiz.... Am i born for this?? Is this what reality going to taste like? the pressure is crumpling me...

My 111th post

Haha.. this is random la.. But i was thinking of this song since last night.. so yea.. Cause everybody try to put love on the line and everybody feels a broken heart sometime... Teddy geiger..

My God he was, he is , and going to be..

So, I went to voices, SJ AOG youth production. Overall, it was a sucess, we got free starbucks and sate so yea.. And this particular song just it me la.. Aaron Shust.

crazy or cool

Just looking through the blog i've been following and i saw this.. SPEECHLESS

hello friday!

Hehe.. So it's friday already.. So fast. Haiz.. There goes my holiday. HAlf of it was in working, sleeping in odd hours.. ANd maybe in cc.. None and none was in studying.. Haiz.. so unproductive.. hehe.. Anyway, this is not wat im trying to say here.. 

Do you realise the pattern when you're studying you wait for holiday, and during holiday, it so bored you just cant wait for school to open. hehe.. Oh.. then when you work, everyday you work, you wait for work to end, then, go home eat sleep and then go back to work. You do that every day and you just go on wishing it's friday so for the weekend. And when's it's monday you hopes it's friday. Hehe.. Then for that week, you wait untill end of the month for the paycheck. Then this will go on and on till you retired..

Hehe.. if you look it at a larger picture, when you're born, you wish you died faster so you can be born again.. Nvm.. hehe

check this out

the sweetest song on earth for lover seems to be a insulting song.. you see ar.

When You Say Nothing At All 

verse

 It's amazing how you, can speak right to my heart

 all the words you say so insulting it hurt through my heart  Without saying a word, you can light up the dark

u must be a vampire, your skin is so pale, i can see u in the dark  Try as I may I could never explain

that time, i dun belief in ghost  What I hear when you don't say a thing 

chorus

 The smile on your face, lets me know that you need me
From the way you smile i know u need my blood
 There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me  Your eyes is so scary that, if i leave you, you will hunt me down for my blood
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall

you wont let me died, cause you want my blood all for yourself

 You say it best, when you say nothing at all

But, when you shut up, it's the best thing you ever done.

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
All day long, people been gossip about us But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd
when you stand next to me, you scare everybody away Old Mr Webster could never define
the old stupid uncle will never understand
What's being said between your heart and mine

why i am so scare of you

so yea.. hehe

5354- I writing in code

Fyi people, is just another emo blog. But cause my blog is an easy acess to all public so everything i written down here is a code. So have fun breaking it. Here i go

Time is something we do now own, it wait for no man and tide, so if you believe in it dont waste anymore time in it, dont doubt. Go for it. I dont know what i'm talking about now, but this i know, all you need is faith and the door will be opened. But of cause, it must be God's will la.. Duh (insya-Allah). Anyway, did you know, if it is meant to happen, nothing can take it away, and if it is not meant to happen, nothing can make it happen. But please remeber we're living in a world where the sky is the limit, well, i mean people already landed on moon already so, the sky is no more the limit. I really don't know what i'm trying to prove here, but all i know, in this earth, in this reality world, nothing seems to be impossible. In this world, with human wisdom and determination, nothing is unachieveable. Yes, Force of nature is there, and at times, man cant stop it but, Man when they unite, they are the FORCE of nature, well yea, look at them, having all the factory and cars all around the world, their forcing the earth to go for global warming. ( haha.. its a joke)

This is what we're seeing now, the human will power. Hehe.. Overcome all things.. Hehe.. They tend to forget all things point back to the creator. Did you know, at thi svery momment when you sit here and read this post of mine, it was all part of God's plan. Did you know, he set times the for every left from the tree to fall, and he decided which route you going to take to school everyday. But you see, now I'm 17, fire for God and God Himself is always real, But soon i'm going to live in a world where, reality will erase God from my life. God will just be a sunday religion. And like it or not, in reality God will be so hard to be found, cause with the shit everybody going to go through.. LOL.. God will just evaporate and cigarrette will seems to be a better way to relief stress. And like it or not, cigarrete (esp Dunhill) is a pleasure for many people. Haha.. i remeber working in Mcd, lolz.. easily 70% people there smokes during their break. even some of the friendly imigran workers. Haiz...

To sum it up. someone wise once said. In reality money is God..

but because i know it the truth and the tricks

so i shall not worship it...

Im really not ready to leave this 17 la... Im not ready to livve in reality.. honestly i really scared i will be f***ed up k.... Haiz.... God, help me!

This suck

Haiz.. I thought of coming to cc to chat de.. but then.. The speaker wont work.. The facebook cant open chat and the msn wont open.. like totally wat th ecrap.. so sien..

Second and third day at Mcd....

So, i survived cooking all the patties with no customer complaint.. Praise the LOrd.. Hehe.. hoes was it... it was very fun.. I mean the imigran are really friendly.. Hehe.. I thought them chinese and they tought me nepal toungues.. I sttach their back, they stracth mine.. All the time working la.. Hehe.. Especially, midnight, nobody will visit Mcd.. It is fun la.. well, that is the second day in Mcd day..

Well, ytd as in two hours back yesterday, started rough.. Hehe.. i came in and there was a malay dude who came in while i was cooking the patty and start to scold me like for wearing the wrong glove.. And today too, i finally met the manager that msg me at 5.30.. Haiz.. It started rough and i had to take care of my station all by myself.. Hehe... Very very hard.. Whole time was asking God to give me strength.. Then, after 3 hours of working, suddenly that manager again came to me forced me to take my break.. sien.. I was like dowan la.. i wan to break with my friend.. He insitedd me to take it den no choice lo.. Haiz such a pain wei.. Then, after working with the patties, suddenly im been kickec to do lobby worker by the manager.. Finally, one good news from the manager.. Hehe.. Hallelujah.. It was very fun and less stressful la.. Then from lobby worker i became backup counter.. hehe.. Thats what i finallt wanted.. Yea.. then till now lo.. in cc... blogging

HOwever,i need to be back at Mcd in 11 hours time.. Siau ar.. dun even have time to sleep.. hehe...So yea.. Good night people..

Btw, 20 sept was Kino Kelvin's birthday. He is an International support officer working in Klang Jaya.. Haha.. so yea.. Happy birthday old fella..

Experience A Miracle 2009

After 8 weeks of planning. The day have finally arrived.. MAjlis restu 2009.. It was very fun.. Although yes, the pressure and tension was building up, but i guess the spirit was always wif us. Go there around 8.30.. Then wait for ACTS church to open.. lol.... Haha.. quickly we met benji to help us with the set up.. he was nice person la, and a lot of patience, haha.. cause this time is our usj4 first time do such a big event.. so yea, the team was very new to this stuff. hehe

Anyway, just to let you know, everything was good.. The response was good, the food was good, the people were good.. and most important of all, the word was good.. It was form John9.. It was just a story of healing of a blind man.. He came out with two conclusion..

You were made by God to show up and show off!

&

God and miracle is to be experinced and not to be explained...

And yea.. It really was like whoa.. Did you know, when God breathe into Adam, then only he had his life.. So did you know, every breath we breath nowadays is actually God. You can wake up everyday and still be breathing, and thats already a miracle. Can you explained why you didnt stop  breathing huh?? hehe.. I cant....

And this thought just hid my mind few hours ago.. Why must the child be in the middle of his parents problem. Why is he getting the pain of the parenst fights.. what have he done to deserve such a pain?? was is his fault? was is the parents fault??

and jesus answer was:

 ³"Neither this man nor his parents sinned," said Jesus, "but this happened so that the work of God might be displayed in his life.

Is that beautiful or wat??

First day at Mcd

I struggled so much to wake up this morning wei.. After last nights rally, who wont dead.. okla maybe not all, but after the installation and movie.. hehe.. but i did manage to wake up.. 

But then wen i woke up, it rains.. Sien, then asked my mum to fetch lo.. she nag and nag and nag all da way there... zz.. 

haha.. reach there.. the stupid manager not there.. fyi, the manager msg  me at 5.30 in da morning asked me go training.. siau one le..

Anyway, i reached at eight then worked lo.. hehe.. first i learned how to do muffins.. Not cupcake muffins but sausage muffins and egg muffins and big breakfasts.. Very fun de.. Den lunch hour i do all da burgers lo.. very fun de.. hehe.. i felt i was spongebob.. hehe

Then, the senior workers there are all imigran.. I remeber one particular Adam.. His quite cute and he can speak english.. not bad at all... then here comes the horrible part.. the oils they used to fry the patty only changed once a day.. Yacks...

Then, there is a machine to cook the beef patties.. is cool la.. But there just a layer of very thicks plastic used to absorb the heat from the patty.. lol.. no wonder their food taste like plastic...

and one more thing, most of the cold product in mcd is package with plastic.. haha.. i guess it gives more platics flavor to a plastic food.. LOL.. and they have around 15 bags of garbage per day.. With all the polystrene and paper... like duh... and one more thing their cookin machine is the coolest cookin machine i ever since.. Is like wen you deep fried something, you can set the timer for it to fried.. And for other food as well, all has it own function and wen the food is done, it will make noise and tel is done.. heheh

But did you know how much energy is ised the sound, the heat, the notification of the machine.. and is not only one, there is 5 or 6 or even more.. not including ice-cream machine.. and this is only one restaurant... how many Mcd restaurant just in M'sia.. Siau one.. hehe

But still, overall, its was fun i mean.. doing those burger.. the chaos ness in the kitchen.. and trying to learn how to cook from imigran.. hehe... wonderful la.. 

Less Than One day left

Haha.. less than one more day, CF of SMK USJ4 will make history man. Hehe.. After years of being underground and having cf meetings in Bicycle shade. Tomorrow we are going to have our very own cf rally wei. Haha.. Well, i actually make a pledge this year to bring change to my school and cf and also to score stratight ace for SPM la..

Well, at least one of it is done... Hehe.. now spm is left.. haiz.. 54 more days left.. Haiz.. oh yea, bout that event

Time:1300-1630

Venue: ACTS church, summit hotel

Date: 18/09/09

Speaker: Pr.Andy, youth pastor of ACTS teens

Dress code: Casual, (preferable school shirt and no jeans!)

Entrance fee: RM5.oo

Lunch will be served!

Yea.. its happening in few more hours time.. so yea, come on man, food is served, you sure want to come one right?? Hehe.. since we're talking about cf.. i was just talkin to one of the cf president around the klang valley. Well, his a bit unique la.. His a catholic but he is leading a buncg of non-catholic christian in his school. So yea, i'm really respect him la.. So yea.. After askin his permission, i got the approval of him to post our conversation on my blog la.. Who readi t anyway??

[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
tomolo gt school?
MR.X says:
siapa ni ah..
oh
nope tmr no schl^.^
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:

then
crash to our rally la
MR.X says:
the new msn format.. super hard to see
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
haha
MR.X says:
yaa was thinking of that
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
yes
hehe
MR.X says:
what time again?
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
1300-1630
Mr.X says:
will consider^.^
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
ok
coo
cool*
hey
dun minds me askin
do you attd cck?
MR.X says:
nope
y saw me?
lols i had to go sunday schl
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
i thought i saw you durin confirmation
MR.X says:
but never attend mass for few years
yeah u did
u were there?
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
erm,
i saw the group photo
so
you're a catholic la
??
MR.X says:
mm i don't like the word catholic
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
haha
no
MR.X says:
they make it sound like it's so different from christians
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
dun get me wrong
im actually very impress with you
cause you;re leading a cf which have a different culture wif you
MR.X says:
lool
haha thank you
i'm smiling now
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:

Mr.X says:
erm ya it's strange to come from catholic church and serve the cf
but i think it's good too, to come from catholic background cos i can see both sides of the coin
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
yea,
i was havin a shock wen i saw your pic
Mr.X says:
i not prejudice to either side
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
haha
either do i
MR.X says:
lol? izit so strange being catholic?
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
nola
i actually respect catholic for their diclipline de
haha.. but you do know there is a 'silent war' between the catholic and other christian ryte?
MR.X says:
of course i know
that's what frustrates me
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
nt the religion but the believers
MR.X says:
yea.
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
haha.. maybe its a calling for you to stop it
Mr.X says:
after confirmation.. it's so sad to see so many catholic youths disappear from churches
almost all my cousins did that
yaa! that's what i gonna do
one day i want to see catholic church be a partner for subang rally
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
haha
sure
but wat i hear from one of the catholic church
evangelism is not a main culture of catholic?
is it?
Mr.X says:
well. from what is being preached in church, yea
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
haha
Mr.X says:
catholics are way more gung-ho at that
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
so to partner wif rally
Mr.X says:
but catholics misunderstand that
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
a but da weird ryte?
??
im listening
Mr.X says:
they see christians as crazy people who want to 'save' people if not they end up burning in hell
thankfully,.got a few mature catholics who can look past prejudices
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
yea
'cult' ma
Mr.X says:
my aunt.. would be really angry if she knew i'm christian
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
catholic is christian ,a
Mr.X says:
but now her son also goes for cf and he tells her everything
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
ma*
Mr.X says:
and while she doesn't let him go to christian church, she has opened up to the idea of cf and all
at the same time.. christians sometimes misunderstand catholics
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
lol
Mr.X says:
they think they worship idols and statues
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
i agreed
Mr.x says:
haha. once even mr. ***** talked about that in a mtg
i felt he was a bit insensitive abt that
yes, even mr *****
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
haha
Mr.X says:
if catholic and christian just took the time to share with each other a bit.. haiz
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
i trying quite hard not to la
Mr.X says:
but of cuz muz find a good catholic la
i got one friend a.. he's an altar boy in church
the fella who wears robes and helps the priests
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
cause i belief if we're praying towards the same God, then, the ultimate purpose is achieve
Mr.X says:
but in school.. haiz
yaaa!
*high five*
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
lol.
actually, i gt this experience la
i got a friend who was a catholic bcoz of his family is a catholic
then i bought him to one of my church event and his accepted christ
bt then the following day he found out that it wasnt a catholic church then he deny that he accepted already
haiz.. it was really
then, i went into deep thoughts about this catholic and christian things la
Mr.X says:
haha.
in catholicism, it's strange how you can go on living without accepting christ
because baptism is at birth, it's not a conscious thought that you're accepting jesus
you're just following your parents
many youths actually don't care
because even in sunday school, it stresses on theory only
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
i realise
i find catholic is a wonderful religion, but its seems to lose its point to people nowadays, esp to youths lo
Mr.X says:
yaa i think it's cos of the leadership
right now a bunch of old dudes who's only concern is increasing the number of ppl in sunday schl
and it's monopolised by certain families
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
haha..can see that but out of cugriousity la?
till a day i sure you will have to choose one side one day
which one it wil it be?
Mr.X says:
i don't want to choose one side
cos there's only one side haha
it's one of my life ambitions to bring them together
^.^
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
whoa
kk
then go for it la
Mr.X says:
thank you haha


** Correct us if we're wrong.. BUt i guess deep down of us.. is really wat i think la.. And due to offensice issue, i choose not to reveal the identity of the person but you know who is it i hope you guys keep it yourself la k.. Because thi sjourney of his is going to have a lot of objection and disagreement and in the end.. Misery

100 th post

Yes man.. i couldnt belief this myself.. I have 100 post already. and as you can see... i change the background of it too.. well... its a new start.. hehe.. now need to go study ad.. since i skipped school.. yo, enjoy you school life man.. my goin to end pretty soon ad.. haiz... the band that name after me.. Breaking benjamin

3 minutes to midnight

Yes.. Im online nw.. In cc.. hehe.. was bored ma.. plus tomoro no school..so yea.. came cc lo.. haha.. im surprise with the people online lo.. PLus, i saw chia wei.. hehe.. i guess she not that innocent after all.. hehe... Lets party man!!




Haha... the above song just make me feel energetic. thats all.. no other makna tersirat

The greatness within me?

Haha.. the story was like this.. Darren was sick and he couldn't attend the youth Miracle conference.. So haha.. since mummy is not at home and they need one more person.. I went and check it out..

Hehe.. little did i know, this checking out almost blew my mind off. i was just hoping to learn something new from the preacher and basically hang out with my friend la.. Well, thats all i hope. And i was kinda tired, and i didnt really want to jump through out the Praise and worship session. And i told myself, i'm not going to response to any altar call session.. I just wanted to enjoy the whole event.. Then, there was this thought in my mind la, where i was thinking about all my friend.. the one that influence me and i influence.. I was just so tired to entertaining and plesed them..

So, the event started quite fast as i was playing with my thoughts... Hehe.. So , during praise and worship Meng chern was like come on la chun yit..  Then yea la.. Me , MC and Jay yang, jump during P&W session like mad.. Haiz.. That wasnt enough you know, we went all da way back of the hall, and jump and dance and jump somemore.. LOL.. but i didn't regret doing that, i could felt the Holy Spirit was coming..

Haha.. then, the time to fullfill the main reason of why i attended this event... Ladies and gentlemen i present you, Shyjun Matthew.... His just a preacher of God, who came from india and share the wisdom of God.. Well, thats wat i thought.. but you see, wen chun yit thinks only, his wrong.

He started by saying this, there is a greatness hidden in you, and theres a king within you.. In my mind was, haha.. confirm another motivation sermon la... But he was good, so Meng chern and i was like :' Amen' , "Praise the Lord" , through out his sermon. Surprisly, he was somehow, like can read my mind.. He was talking about, dun try to pleased all you friend, or else you will get exhausted.. Untill suddenly, he started to speak in tounges and he interpreted it.. And he started to prophecied about people in the hall... Then, i could feel the holy spirit started to fall in the place.. God in Moving.. and Shyjun just started to ask us to pray for the holy spirit.. The atomsphere of the hall immediatly turns very thick of the God holiness. 

And, as i started praying, i couldn't hold it myself, the spirit touched me, and i started to wept..  Haha.. And i couldnt resist it.. and i just let it flow la.. And somehow as tough he could read my mind, he said cry it out, cry it out.. Crying the presence of GOd is better than cryin in your closet, is better than in your bedroom, and its better to cry in the presence of God than to cry yourself. It just hit me so badly (I've been crying myself wen i emo this few months) so ,it was like a touch from God.

And half crying there.. Suddenly a hand approaches me, it was the volunteer, he told me the Shyjun wanted me to go up to the alter ( well, so much for not responding to the altar call)

I went up, i saw Tzi ying was slained, then he came to me, he blow, and i didnt want to fall, but i didnt have the strength to fight back, and thats was it... I fell on da ground, slowly, he called one by one for people to come, and slowly one by one the fall into the presence of the Spirt..

He ended the conference with a challenge, where he ask us to pray in the sprit where ever and when ever we're alone. Haha... And then, we shall one day be the man or woman of this city..

It was just so amazing, i needed more.. So i was trying to arrange for transport and all to come for the night session. THis time i stood firm, i said i wont response to any altar call.. And yea.. So and night it was only me, Pam, her mum, and Jay yang joined in abit later..

And he came and started to talk.. And wen he finished explaining the first part of the scripture, he started again to speak in toungues. And this time, he could predict family issue, problem of people.. I mena the holy spirit la.. not him.. And he can see people who have sickness, and the most important part of all is, he didnt laid hand on anymore, and the healing just happen.. One by one, internal blood clotting, deafness, bone and joint problem... all are healed.. ANd wen he asked people to response to altar call, for salvation.. People just rushed out.. whoa.. The whole scence and Holy, Godly..... Beatiful...

Its something i will not forget.. PAssion to be doubled??

o9o9o9

Haha... So i'm nt studying now, so wat, hehe.. Today no paper ma.. haha.. just check out this video last night and today.. Erm, the new world order?? Well, according to the bible they said that the anti-christ will rule over the world for seven years. And there is video around the internat showing proof and evidence of it. And yea, it this true? Walao, so stress wei, im not like scare but im not prepared yet for all of that. I mean divide and conquer?? implant chips into our body? 911 was bush own plant?? like totally wat the crap?? Is revelation really here?? I mean i do know anti-christ was always here la.. But so fast meh??

Haha... i dont know la... tomolo account paper and im worried bout all this.. haiz.. I wan to the truth..

The seventh string of my guitar the eighth colour of my rainbow

This was a sms conversation by my friends.. well, i know it's kinda bad to read people's sms.. but it's really sweet..

A:I love you. It have never changed ever since i told you how much this 3 words meant. Before, my heart never beat the way its beating now. The day you came into my life, my heart beat, has changed, and prolong tillthis very day, Of cos, ur not the first i loved, but there's always a chance u'll be the last one i'll stay wif. I may be a sore eye. I may be a junk left behind in a bin. I don't mind if im thrown away. As long as my owner is u.

B: ??Very sweet la u. But sadly is not for me.. hehe

A: Every msg i sent, every call i made, i hear unwillingness from your voice, yet i smile because ai've long to hear that voice missing in me.That girl, will she like you as much as i did before, always and forever??I'm not perfect, neither are you, Yet i miss your every mistakes, every embarassement that ever happened between us.

B: Every call u made, every msg u sent.. Makes my dull night into excitment. yet i doubt, is dis a just another dream that i never want to be woken up from or is this true?

A: I may not be able to read you like a bopok. I may not know whats the best for you. But isnt is all about comprosing? every effort i made, i've vever asked anything for return. Or maybe it's worthless to you? I never mind, as long im doin it for you. Nite

B: The cover never really matters to me. Is like a heroin, i will never get enough. Im willing to catch the air and chase the wind, just to see your smile..

A:

B:U're the seventh string of my guitar & the eighth colour of my rainbow. Every time i close my eyes, is your face i see. I sleep to dream of you beautiful. U r a dream that i been waiting for a thousand years. Luv fren. Nites.

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Yes, so some of the lines are from the pick up lines from the tv show..and my friend's song. But it's really sweet . Mengenang wajarmu. SHU RUN this is for you ar

This is a must see POST

Hey, so last night i was watching tv again.. And i found this video clip on a local late night show.. And i found this fellow... Sam Tsui.. a local dude doin the entertainment line and he is awesome la... His voice his just so undescribable.. Why wats wrong wif the media nowadays.. How can they hide this video on at night.. his really really good la....A atomic bomb.. 

Experience A miracle -18/9/9

come ar... see you there..

and this is the bomb i was talkin to you.......

Forgetting someone you love is like remebering you never met

LOL.. i found this song, while Tze Yang and Veon start exchanging commet in facebook.. I thought they were emo Romeo and Juilet expressing love till i realize it was a song. (oh well, so much for emo, hehe, they wont know bout it) Anyway, the words are like so touching..

That every long lost dream led me to you

Others who broke my heart are like northern star

Pointing my way 

Into your loving arms

This much i know is true

That God will bless the broken road

that led me back to you

selah- God bless the broken road

They should like play it in my church more.. hehe.. 

Home Alone

sesated me......

Okay.. A very wise quote... Erm. you wil learn how to appreaciate it after you lose it. Yeap, for this weekend, nobody is at home... Well, my brother is at his friend house, my mum is at hospital.. Erm, just a small operation la.. ANd my dad.. some where in M'sia la.. (God knows) haha..

Well, i spent the hungry ghost festival myself.. is a bit the weird la.. Ok.. i wont say i appreaciate them la, not to say i miss them too. But it just a bit weird without them at home. But it was fun la.. Stayed up whole night talking on da phone. watch late night movie. Hehe.. settle your own dinner. Like dat la..

Well, my mum is being discharged today, and everything will be back to normal.. Haiz... Why must this fun end so fun... Lol.. i dont know its a good thing or not la.. hehe.. cant read mind

Im just a kid

SPOT ME!!


Can not ar...... try again


lol...... really cant meh.. this le??

well, this pictures really bring back very bittersweet memories la.. Tough i was a nerd way2 back then.. just some fat kid try to get attention.. i really prefer those time compare to now.. why?? because it doesn't have any trouble compare to now.. i mean it really sucks la.. i guess this is why we have frens rite..........

Haha... you can say i pretty much hate growing up la.... It sucks.... but, i guess thats why we have friend lo.... hehe


Its was a very BITTERSWEET　ｃｈｉｌｄｈｏｏｄ

bt it was always the sweet one that last.... ladies and gentlemen... im falling in love wif myself

1 sept 09

And can you belief it.. hehe.. it has been nine month since my blog man.. Honestly this blog have help me a lot emotionally. Well, today, my dad is back to Hong Kong. Well, something happen after the loosen screw on the bed in da morning incident. It sucks la.. ANd i hate my father even more nowadays...... Haiz... Honestly.. I cant wait till im eighteen and ask the goverment to break the relationship of me and him..... HE SUCKS!

And yes.. wat i write in da blog stays in da blog. and wat i feel now, will be just memories of this blog.. so.. nobody will bring this up to anyone..... Including you!! (yes, i mean you who is reading this..)

tomolo is fz3 and est and im still here sitting in cc... haha.. i really need to study la.. bye good night..

Just to intro this song..

Hehe.. I dunno la... But somehow this song is quite meaning ful.. hehe.. Oh, Happi birthday Keenan and belated Michael Jackson.....

Leader??

Ok.... Before i move on.. I have change my blog to kelvmadethis.blogspot.com.. Take note ok..

Hahah........ Leaders are like women... If you have to tell people you are one, then you're not..

Get it... Haha.. so pray hard people will find you

Also duno wat to name this post

Anyway, the story goes like tis... I was like went back to Usj 6 flats.. where i grew up as a kid.. Was just having breakfast with my family la.. ( family reunion ) LOL... Anyway, i was having this curry fishhead noodle.. YUMMY!! you guys should tried it.. THen somewhere in the corner.. I saw this uncle sitting all alone drinking coffee..  

Took me awhile he is the uncle that buy me candy EVERYDAY, when i was small.. I'm serious, he bought me different different type of candy everyday. Very colourful somemore.. but here's the thing.. He changed.. He dun look as cheerful as last time anymore. My mum said he got fired from his company already. And yea, apparently his son got hired from the friend his church and the son is the only one paying the expensive of the house. 

It totally blew me off la.. I was like.. how could someone once so kind face this type of situation. And his like wearing all type of religion braclet. (ANd is like 5 and 6 in one hand) and as far as i know, one of it cause around RM20 to RM30. His totally blur. He still thinks that he is working, and he have problem rembering things. I mean i totally feel guilty la.. He can't even offered his own drink.. The kopitiam boss just give him the free drink. Haiz...

OK.. good news now.. This morning wen i woke up.  My parents came to my room and was looking for allen key. Then, they woke me up, ask me to look for it to. Then, i took it out and give it them. Then, i ask them la.. For wat??? Then, they said they bed screw was loose.. OK.. the bed was very good  all this while, unless someone jump on then the screw will be loosen la....

But, not necessary jumping la. I mean it could be sometime else... #$%^&* .. you understand.. Hehe.... Ok, it might sounds wrong, but I'm glad la.. My family is back to picking the pieces. Hehe...  SMILE

Drunk no more.. I hope

Currently in Julian's house. Blogging.. Well, suppose to BBq but we ended drinking.. Hehe.. Gin and Khhlua.. Haha.. I think is 47% alcohol in it... Hehe.. I'm not drunk but my face is very red now.. Haha.. chill guys.. Im not emo or anything, just having fun.. Nigel and His cousin Lucas, Ben, Jon, Victor, Brandon, Geoffrey, Vivian, Nicole, Wilson James, Bhokai and me.. Hehe.. Haha.. All have drank execpt for one.. Aiman (like duh) hehe...

Unfortunatly no pictures now, but i belief in 30 minutes time, this house will turn very ugly.. But guys it's still a party and it's stil good god night....

Exactly ten days ago...

Continuing to the previous post. Erm, i actually forgotten bout one more person. Well, first of all.. Let me introduce to you to the fella above ....

ANd no, his not my uncle.. His my friend.. Well, his just doesn't look young anymore.. (I tried to choose the best youngest picture i can find)  

Anyway.. EXACTLY one week ago was his birthday.. hehe.. So?? wan guess his age...

He is only 18.. unbelieveable?? Hehe.. see don't judge their age by their look.. Hehe.. 

Anyway, happy 18 years one week and 3 days old. JOSHUA TAN SOO TJAN!! Hehe.. May His light shine upon your path. GB. 

Hehe... LOL.. EXAM rally is near man.. Come on guys.. Invite your friend for the very first USJ 4 cf rally........

August Babies

OK.. I know im very late guys.. But yea.. BUT wishes to all this people k... HEHE.. they are like friends who are like always there to sms wif, fetch with home wen im stuck at church, teach me guitar, listen to my crap and read my crappy post.. hehe..

First of all,

Winnie Wong M___ C___ (i forgot)
Birthday:21/08/1994
hehe... Is been fun knowing you yo.. hehe.. HAppy 15 years 2 day old birthday

Christopher Chan Eng ___ ( also forget)
Birthday: 22/08/93
Hehe, It has been a blessing knowing you la.. haha.. thx for helpin me wen im in need.. lol.. Rock on.. GOd bless, bro

Last but not the least, all da way from JB
Harmony Wee May Cheer (huh, i remember)

Birthday: 23/08/09 - (today lah)

Haha.. she seriously an awesome friend la.. well, despite the look and not quite harmony at times, but yea.. very good friend la.. Haha.. may your wishes come true k?
WEE MAY CHEER 4 Harmony

Haha... No song today...
sorry