Hypocrisy

One Sunday in a baptist church, there was a congregation of 20,000 people was in a worship service. Suddenly,in the middle of a sermon, a man stood up and took out a gun.

He said: 'Anyone who dare took a bullet for Jesus Christ stays in the hall, the rest you may leave the hall.'

Immediately, everyone rushed out the hall when that person shot his first bullet toward the ceiling. After ten minutes, there was only 20 people left in the hall, including the pastor who is in the stage giving the sermon. Most of the elder and deacon have left the church.

Then, the gunner said to the pastor who is on the stage:' Pastor, you may continue your sermon.'

Hahahahahaha!!!! This for you guys man... A town called hypocrisy

Alcohol

haha... (this was typed while cedric is observing)

this is how i look wen i am drunk

yeap with all my drunk friends...


dead drunk...

haha...to solve to all my pain and suffering, i used to turn to cigarrettes, but for this cny alcohol seems to be better...haha.. every nite i took 3 cans alone... haih.. is the only thing that make me laugh execpt for my FRIENDS... haha.. love you guys wei...

still im not encouraging it... it causes me to threw up 3 times tonight... haha... to Harmony and Charnice, i have a shoulder here if you need haha... but i have BO la... haha... dont worry k.... things will just fade away slowly... and FRIENDS is always there for you...

Not so Happy Chinnese New Year!!!

Haha... CNY 09... could be like every other year, but this year, with my parent's divorce seems a bit impossible.... haha... wen people travel, they are actually traveling away from their daily routine and they are going to live in a different lifestyle for a period of time... to simplify it... wen ppl go for a holiday, they are actually leaving their work behind and live a much more easier life for a few days....few for me not so easy... ha

24th January 09 (Sunday)- haha... after dinner i was sitting outside the house playing with my aunty's dog for a few hours... then was msging Sasha... haha, thx babe!!! you rock...(she teman me sms wenever i was bored) anyway, then come mt uncle who was from Europe!!! then some how he was criticising the poeple in ipoh about how they live, and how the people in city live... erm... i dunno la, well, i realised he might have everything he want but you see he didnt really know the meaning to live



25th January 09 (Monday)- i woke up i was locked up in my grandfather house... haih.. no choice lor... sit at home do my account(dam nerd wei)... anyway i was msging my baby carmen and i must open my mouth and tell her i dont remember how she look like and thats it we broke up... haiz... anyway, then it was at night... all the relative came to grandpa's place... and we ate mee( haha... is first day of CNY, so no meat)... everything is fine till my mum buat perangai... wen everybody come she went and bath, (this is ok cause she was rushing to clean the house) then after the bath, she just walk out the door with my dad.... ignoring all my relative.... i was like Wat the heck?? well, my mun actually x syok with one of my aunty la, but still dont have to spoilt the mood rite....

26th january 09 (Tuesday)- i woke up and again i was locked up in that house again... (my parents went to my mum's parents side) so yea.... but before they left they forbide me to go to the basketball court anymore... why? they was afraid i will mix with thge wrong friend cause the day before i made new friend so fast... (afraid the friend wil take advantage of me) again... Wat the heck?? then i just realised ]they dont understand me at all.... they don't realise that i very sociable and i could make friend very fast... (haha, i not joking, i could get a girl's number less than 5 mins) but anyway, i was just dissapointed that they didn't understand me...

27th jamuary 09 (wednesday)- this time i woke up and was straight sent to my aunty's place to help her out for her open house ( though i didn't want to, but i'm still her nephew) and she did said thanks... haha.. i'm happy enough... then i, rinn, mei, and ken went for lunch while i have my breakfast at 4.... then we went cendol in mamak... haha... then after a short while of rest we rushed back to my aunt's place to help her.... then, the headache came... i was trying to serve my grandfather... i gave him wine, then i got scold for not serving the drink with two hands... then during dinner i got scold again for putting two hands in the table while my aunty does it, he dont even give a dam... (he is a old dude who test my patient) then i asked him wheather he wants a bowl of soup or not... he was like: "up to you la, you want you take for me, dowan fine la" WTF!!! then through out the whole dinner, he asked me take this and that without opening his mouth... just point this and that... F wei.... i'm sorry la, you dont like my dad, but why must i suffer as well...

haha.. CNY was painful for me to see the real meaning to live, to see my parents who is divorce barely understands me, to feel the pain of what your father did... but i learnt a lot through this.....

this next song turns out to be mei mei(cousin) favorite song... so this is for Sasha, Janice, Charnice, Steffi, Harmony Wee, Andrian, MIng Sung, Rinn, Mei Mei, Ben Yap, Ian Joshua, and the rest who teman me sms through out my boredness.... oh yea, specially to my Grandfather.....

satisfaction

what is satisfaction??
-you starve for a whole day and you get you finally get your dinner at night?
-a smoker who stopped smoking for a week and got his cigarette back?
-the feeling of a student who studied dam hard and his exam is finally over?

well, the bible did say about the water of God that will never make you grow thirsty again. I guess thats the ultimate satisfaction la but recently i have a friend... well we're not very close friend la, but just a friend la.... he doesn't have as much freedom as i do la... he must reach home by 6( in my head i was like, walao!! is he 12 or wat??)

anyway, i brought him around to play in Subang through out the week and yea... i was like bringing a small boy to a theme park... haha... but anyway at the end of the day he told me he had a lot of fun and i could see a plain satisfaction in his face...

something i will find very hard to achieve is that satisfaction... with the unlimited freedom i have i will find such satisfaction cause i will always want more and more... erm, nevermind.. too deep too understand... omly nerds will.. haha... SATISFACTION

old self.....

this is my life schedule for my life nowadays......
6.45- wake up, do devotion rush to school for cf (if there is one that day)
7.00- cf or is there isnt any that day, struggling to wake up
7.25- wake up rush to school
7.00-2.00- school
after school
3.00-7.00- tuition or in mcdonald rushing homework....haha... actually enjoy it
7.00- go look for dinner in taipan
7.30- basketball...
10.00- reach home settle things down, pack bag,
10.30- sms study still i fall asleep

lolz.... i dont know la... i dont hate the life i have now, but i thinki hve changed loh.... to the better i guess... since im studying ALOT nw but i kinda miss old self now.. where i'm like super confident with myself, i'm super crazy, always causing trouble in school... that time the sky is the limit for me.... (but it wasnt la)xp
and now i just dont know wat to say la... i just bring that me to myself just now in school and almost killed a teacher... like seriously... haih

in conclusion i want to be my old self la but i want to focus on my study as well...haiz... can i be a ALL STAR??

Wad a Week

erm, the second week of the year... haha.. life couldn't weirder..... lets see

Monday- I thought there was a spot check in school, but amazingly there wasn't any.(praise the Lord)haha, they replace it with the mesyuarat agung tahunan.... well i ws in interact club, Chinese club, kelab pencita alam, almost wanted to join choir though.... but there was so many stuff but so little time.... liltle that i know the girl that i like, i just suddenly dont really want to be by her side anymore but still wishing her all the best in everything she do... weird

Tuesday- today, i join the Frisbee club, and i was waiting for Gautam to come in to claim his presidency but he didnt show up...so, out of the blue, the crowd just choose me to be the frisbee club president.... (well i was happy for a moment) then after the meeting over i just realized some of my friend just voted me to get the post.... haih... i wasn't shock but it hit me that it remind me how cruel this world is... is call reality...OH GRAVITY!!!! dam weird



Wednesday- it started with every other morning till in bm time, Ming Sung was asked to meet our discipline teacher.. well, it was because on Tuesday Pn.Gh*** accidentally indirectly call him a pervert in front of the class because of his essay... but he wasn't one and his essay was once of the best i ever seen... so Ming Sung confronted Pn.Gh*** to seek apology... Pn.Gh*** would think she was right, didn't care about him at all... well she did try to prove ming sung was wrong... but ming sung didn't bother as well, his kinda hot tempered and his ego was quite high as well... hehe... little didn't our teacher know she was on the way to the court...

After a long day in school, helping ming sung with his case. it was finally a day to rest, cause i only had tuition at night on Wednesday... haha... so i went down to Mcdonalds to do my homework with Charnice and Mark... then i got a sms from Carmen... she was bored... after talking bout his ex bf and my mum pressuring getting a girl friend.... we coupled.... haha... WEIRD!!!

but the end of the day i kinda enjoyed ny break la before i went for tuition



alrite.... that was pretty much the week la... haha... but then...
to draw to some conclusion la....

I and Ming Sung have discussed to forgive the teacher as long she found out shes wrong and we're a just putting up a show that we wanted to sue her so she would get into her senses....(shh!!!!!!!!!!!)

and to Carmen my baby... i dont really know you yet, but just remember la... i Love you k...this for you!!!

Freaky Bored!!!

haiz... lets start wif the morning la k.... i got up.. i was late for church... and i threw up.... haih... i was like wat the f?? nvm... after church i got back and get some rest... then out of the blue i just remember tomorrow is Benjamin's bifday and i havent do anything bout it.... wat the f wei... seriously... while thinking and thinking i thot i asked a few fren out to yam cha or smthg la... so first i tried ben... no, then wai yip.... nope, then Joshua... he is somewhere far2 away... then harmony... she pat tho ing wif her bf... then my last hope... Kenny... guess wat... nope!!!! i felt dam rejected wei.... haih... but anyway... this for you la ben.... thx for helpin me out wen i messed up my life...... thx bro!!!!

First Week Of the Year!!!!

Yo, first week of the year... wat can i say?? Tired!!! stuff havent been going that well... school was full of lecture.. cf was a bit disorganised...hmm my friend Joshua, is going through some hard time but i just cant help him.... i have one whole week of tuition...
Monday-Add maths...
Tuesday-Chemistry..
Wednesday-Bible Knowledge...
Thursday-Physics...
Friday-Account...
Saturday-Chinese...
is totally WAT THE HECK?? but still despite all this tuition stubborn me still want to play bkb... haiz... i totally wore out man...my prayer of the week will be i need strength, Lord.... to endure the 10 months till SPM... cause I'm Just A Kid....

I love her but..........

Like every typical teenage boy in this world... i do have a gal that i like or have a crush on QUIETLY..... but recently the gal and i just dont really talk anymore and is getting harder to talk to her each time... she always surrounded by other people... haih....but i will not give up....(cheh wah!!) i guess is the power of love(yea rite)... but i just hope it will get better and one day she will see me waiting for her..... here's a few song la... enjoy my friends!!!

First Day of Form 5

It was a beautiful morning, and i wake up and take a look at the clock hanging on the wall... it shows 7.45 ...hmm... i thought it was kinda early, so i decided to go back to sleep but then while on the way back... suddenly i remembered... today is monday and there is school!!! LOLZ... It was a joke of my life man... i jumped out of my bed and just put on my uniform wei... i was so rushed i left my handphone behind (yes, i bring phone to school) get my bag put on my shoe and there i went to school...

Reach school i saw some pengawas standing in front the school gate and waiting to demerit me... but thank God,lol i wore the uniform with no name tag on.... then i went on straight to assembly and listen to our beloved headmistress lecture of the day....But surprisingly it was faster than usual.... but guess wat, once i get into my clas, my class teacher gave another lecture.. it was interesting but i just couldnt take it anymore and i fell asleep.......

I guess tonite i'm just gonna fix my alarm clock la... lol... btw, this is Clocks by Coldplay

Dad??

I wake up this morning kinda emo lol.... thinking bout my dad... hmm... i actually hated my dad once and now i dont hate him but i just don't want to have anything related to him.... why?? he never really pick up the responsibility as the head of the family and he dont really bother to talk to me as a son...

WE used to be very closed... at least we talk but there reach a point when he was caught 'doin something wrong' by my mum and we just dont talk.... and it took me a while this morning to realize he actually have the sense of guilt and he think he is not worthy to talk to me anymore.... haih...

I'm still struggling to accept him as a father or even as a person... everytime i think about him the memory just flashed back.... Forgive and forget is not as easy as they said...

the last scene of star wars episode 6, when luke skywalker celebrating their victory with his gang, he saw a vision of three person standing at the corner and celebrating with them... which is first the wise person yoda... the teacher of the dad, obiwan kenobi.. and his dad, Anakin Skywalker who once went to the darkside...

i'm not a super big fan of star of star wars but i guess is like teaching me that anyone can be forgiven... hmmmmmmm.... i dont know la.... but i still have this song for you....

Times Flies...

Haha.... was just talkin to my tuition friend who i knew since form 1 and she will be leavin subang soon.... hmm, i knew her since form 1 but we barely talk and now when we get a bit closer she's leavin..... haih... i guess to whoever is reading this nw, just appreciate your friends ard you nw... or even your love one and the ppl you care about before you lose them...by the way, another song i found... hope you guys like it...

Lol.... Ntg to Say...

Hey i don't really have much to say for the day...just went for Sunway wif my CF gang and catch a movie.... but i found a new song just hope you guys enjoy it.....

Nerd's First Blog....

Yo.... Happy New Year!!!Erm.... Always wanted to start a blog just didnt have the time so yea.... wat better time to start than the start of a new year...... Well, i would like seriously apologized for all the grammar mistakes in my blog but i will do worst if is in other languages...



So, I'm just a typical 17 years old nerd with very weird pasts but it is the past so i wouldn't really mention it any more.... haha.. there's too many stuff goin to happen me in my life and i'm bursting to share... But For Now.... Just wanted to wish you guys to have a

Happy New Year