The way of an adult

Sometimes the way adukts act are hard to fathom but their reason are always easy to figure out.

Take today as an example,

My parents decided to go to my mum grandmother's place to visit her mum.. (duh) I didnt want to follow so i stayed in my auntie's place. So i stayed there since 10 am and i online, and facebook and just surf the internat lahh.. special thanks to people who chat me through my boredness.

Ok.Everything was fine till dinner time, they didnt show up AGAIN. They didnt bother to call me, text me or wat so ever shit. Untill i ask my brother to call my mum. Then only she said she's not coming out for dinner. (erm hello, i'm stuck in this hse for the whole day and you not coming to pick me up) WTC?? I mean you not joining us for dinner, u dont bother to give me a call.. Wtc is wrong with them??

I know la they want to have dinner with her mum but at least not the last minute notice lahh..Like seriously. How am i suppose to explain to my aunt.. (erm, aunt, mum is still in her mum's place, u need to babysit me and my brother for a little longer. Sorry...)

SIGh... Parents...

IS CNY AND VALENTINE DAY

erm.. Is suppose to be a happy day today.. well it is la.. At least i get peace and quiet and everything looks fine.. no fight so far.. hehe... So everybody.. ROAR-mance

CNY- crappy nonsense year

Its CNY again, A season to emo for me!!
Haih, sien lo..
My dad can't seem to control his doses of anger
Mother couldn't tolerate with him
Brother don't know how to control his mouth
Coming back to ipoh can't seem to be any much help,
infact it seems to make this work
I thought, cny suppose to make family united again
But obviousy not for me
This suck this really do
I find shelther in the house of my aunty
Where it was filled with idol
But why cant it be,
In my grandfather's place
where poster of bible verses is in everyplace
Not only that,
I thought the house of God should be a place of rest
But some how,
in the midst of the conflicts,
everytime i seek the face of god
i felt peace and calmness.
BE still and know I'm God.
Thats what He says
So with everything i am, i'm giving back to You

I'm home

Yes, i'm home!! Is so hot back here.. My God.. It feel like home..

I haven't tasted prosperity burger man... haiz

Did anybody miss me?? Er.. i know you don't, but just admit you do..

Anyway, RBS was really good and instead of life changing i got a life style.. hehe.. for real

Yes, subang still feels like subang, but is as tough i have changed.. Is like si tenggang's homecoming.

But anyway, I didn't really want to come back tough but at the same time, it felt good to come home too.Yes, I'm still having the same shit problem, and i still need to face it. But somehow, i feel better now, like just now, my parents was just fighting, i was just totally calm. Previously i had parents argue-ing fobia. So yea, I just feel better, as tough someone was there to protect me..

ANYWAY, is just good to be home la!!

4th week of bible school

Honestly, this bible school is getting crazier. God's presence is moving in this school. Tears are been shed, and again He wiped it all away.

Holy ghost is breaking the heart that is long harden by the nature of this world. Breaking the wall of our heart and definatly it hurts.

The almighty creator is asking all of us, to surrender the key of asour heart to him?? Are you willing??

All i know is, is getting harder and harder to breathe!!

Half way through It

I survived Residential Bible School yo.. one day three sermons wei.. One thing if i have to describe about RBS is that it require you to think alot.. zzz.. i hate thinking.. but so far it has been fun.. my life is challenge very dofferently.. haha.. i just don't know where to start.. but see you guys soon yea..

HAppy New Year

So it's been a year....