sesat ed day

ok... today was quite sesated......

i couldn't wake up this morning but i did la... go school like dead2 one... then during class... all my fren dam emo lorh... Yih huan,Yi Nam, Harmony... all like doin their own work.. talk to them, they dont care........ i dun know la...

then, during rehat my friend suddenly ask me teman him to counselling...
in betwwen classes, i started confessing to people i like them before... then, people suddenly just stared at me....

thats ok.. after school i didnt went home, i went straight to soo yin's house... there in her house i was talking crap... talking to Mark through msn about Graphic card...

then, i left bout 5.45 and rushed home for lunch and go back to usj 11 for tuition to know that tuition was canceled....... wth..... then, i went to soo yin's hse again... she opened the door for me and go back to sleep........

WTH!!! today is so ZZZZ........

The Letter

Tim and Sarah were college students who met during summer vacation while working at a resort. They started off by saying hello whenever they saw each other. Tim finally got up the courage to ask Sarah out for a date, and the romance began. Tim and Sarah would spend their days off together at the beach, taking long walks or going out to get something to eat. They both in love: they could see it in each others eyes. Yet, Tim was shy and had a hard time expressing his feeling with words.

The summer quickly passed and the cool fall breezes it was time for Tim to fly home, so Sarah took him to the airport. They spent a long time embracing as tears welled up in their eyes. Would they ever Would they ever see each other again?? Finally it was time time for Tim to board the plane he had to go. He pulled an envelope out of his pocket and gave it to Sarah. Her name was on it. Tim turned away and walked slowly away as Sarah cried. She put the envelope in her purse and headed for her car.

Sarah was terribly depressed: Tim was gone. She stopped at a restaurant and ordered lunch. Sitting at the table, she took the envelope out of her purse and looked over it. When the waiter bought the food, she put the envelope away, she wasn't sure she wanted to read it anyway. Lunch was okay, nothing tasted as good anymore; Tim was gone. If she could hear his voice right now: she couldn't.

When Sarah got home, she turned on the TV. She couldn't find a program that interested her. But she watched a soap opera anyway. She figured she might as well be depressed by someone else problem instead of her her own. But no matter what she did, Sarah could not chase away that Tim was gone. She loved him so much, but what can she do?? During a commercial. she remembered the envelope.

Turning off the television, she took the letter out of her purse and looked at the outside of the envelope once again, wondering what he might have written. She missed Tim so much: she felt so empty. The shrill ring of the telephone broke the silence. Putting down the envelope in her purse, she answered the phone. It was her friend, Nicky, asking if Sarah could go to the mall with her. Nicky knew that Sarah would be feeling bad, so she figured this would get her mind off of Tim being gone. Knowing she should get out, Sarah agreed to go and glanced at the envelope as she went out the door. Oh, if we could only be together, she thought.

Days went by and nothing cheered Sarah up: Tim was gone. It was like he had died. Occasionally, Sarah would pick up the envelope that Tim had addressed to her and look at it, but she never opened it. It just made her sad, and it seemed that something always got in the way. Why hasn't Tim called me? Sarah wondered. He must not really love me or else he could call me.

Weeks went by and Sarah was starting to resent Tim. He doesn't care about me, she tought. What a jerk was I was to believe that he loved me. She looked at the envelope and found it under a pile of bills and papers. It was rumpled now wrinkled and stained by a coffee spiled. "Tim, where are you?" she cried as she threw the envelope across the room. IT landed in acorner.

Months later, Sarah found the envelope, still lying in the corner. She picked it up and put in the trash. The letter she never opened had said:

Dear Sarah: THough these words have not yet been said, they have long been true.
THese words will closely bond us although they are few,
they can never be broken, whereever I am, or whatever you do.
My dear Sarah, nothing else matter to me now-" I love you."
Will you marry me?
pls reply. Tim

**hey i dont really have the moral of the story, so i let it speak for it self... Realise

The letter - Trailer... hehe

Sarah and Tim could click with each other when they first met. Tim came back for a short trip for summer break from Aussie. They had feeling for each other but both didn't have the courage to tell. Soon, Tim have to go back to Aussie, as his summer break is coming to an end. In the airport, Tim passed Sarah a letter and just went off after saying good-bye.

Sarah went home feeling sad. All she could do was watch the tv so that she could keep herself away from the sad of losing Tim. But all the TV show wasn't right for her, she just couldn't forget about Tim.Is was this time, she remember about the letter....

a boring sunday. . . *yawn*

Greetings to all my readers ( if there is any la)...

I'm gonna have my hair cut in 10 minutes time, and i'm very bored..... so yea i just update my blog lo........ since you people complaint i dont update my blog.. hehe....... so yea..... this is a song la..... the whole thing is black but you understand why la.......

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Dream is just a dream...

yo....... as you guys know, its always been a dream for me to play in cf rally, but i failed and this is my last year.. so yea, but is okla... i kinda understand now that, is not part of God's plan la...

and now, i finally realized there's a gap between a dream and reality.... and i kinda understand what does 'she is my dream girl' really means.. ( haha, it means she will only love you in your dreams) no, i'm not saying that, dream will not come true, but for it to do so, it requires a lot of courages, and hard work.... haha...

erm... to sum it up... there's a different between dream and reality la........ i dunno how to end this!!

bored...

yo people, im just bored la... so yea.. i always to post this few video... i love canon in d so yea.... enjoy k.. take care...........

If it kills me

ok... i named the tittle of this blog simply after the the jason mraz song.. but nope i not gonna post this song today... erm, the song is kinda deep to understand the meaning....

anyway, through out the month, nothing went right.........
1) my exam result drop like nobody business
2) my pet-sis broke up and started smoking ( plus she have fking asthma)
3) my fren suddenly cried in mamak, and i couldn't do anything...
4) i screwed up audition.. ( it was my dream since form 2 man!!)
hmm, anything else.......
5)my add maths went down the drain
6) oh yea, wth?? Pn.Ginny ( a teacher that doen't like me) going to be my class teacher...

wat the crap la??with project modercai and all.. i'm really tired ok... is this a test from God?? well, i pretty much gonna fail soon...

But, to think bout it, i've been through shit before, and it doesn't kill me yet... so whatever that doesn't kill me, simply makes me STRONGER!!! ( thx, josh) so, yeap... this crap is only going to make me stronger man!!! ( cross-fingered) haha... this problem will make me fall... but failure is not when you fall, nut is when you fall, and you're unable to get up... that's a failure!!! so yea, i'm ready man... as i told to Mingg and Kristine.... Bring it on la.... haha

erm, i wanted to put miley cyrus's song, but is so miley cyrus... so yea...... erm, this song doesn't really go with the post but is for grace la... haha... miss you.. blink 182

haha....... i love her??

ok, where to start?? i really dunno la... basically, I'm just typing whatever that come through my mind now...

i used to like a girl, like really badly, and this is not just the normal crush... is like the seriously one... But for some reason i let her go (the reason is kinda stupid so yea, for those who know, keep it to yourself la(but the person who knows the reason doesn't know i have a blog) so yea)

and i thought i forgot bout her... well i thought by going after another girl will help me forget bout her... but it doesn't (shit!!) yea, i really in love with her...... then you might ask, why don't i go after her again... haha, she's not available now (all my ex's have a bf now, so all the best in guessing which one)

hmm.... i just don't know la... a true love waits??? does it really wait?? will I really be back with her i dont know, but i know that she will be loved.....

Take it all??

haha... you know the hillsong united's song 'take it all' haha. well the song is about giving up everything for God.... so here's a story, once a upon time, there was three dude....

1. He drew a circle around him and told God that he throw all his cash, whatever is inside the circle belongs to God, and the rest belongs to him... so he purposly throw everythjing outside the circle, then

2. the another dude, drew a bigger circle... he told God that, the one outside the circle is God's share and the rest is his... well, he took his cash and drop it on the circle.... erm, technically, he didnt throw it la, he just drop it...

3. the last dude, was 'generous', he said to God above that whatever he throw up all his cash... whatever God's wants , He takes, and whatever fall on the ground, belongs to him...

haha. i dont know if you understand the joke or not but this is for harmony la, i know my blog is death la but sorry la...... erm, this is for you la... break even

stuck in rain

yo, people.......my heart have the different feeling of excitement, nervous, and just feeling like shit....

why?? excited because im going to DU rally tonite..... haha.. if you wan come call me asap k... and tomorrow, i will be going for the audition for Subang rally tomorrow..... haha.... its always been a dream eversince i was form 2..... so yea

nervous im worry that i will screw up loh...... plus the competition is high... my school will sent 5 guitarist and im also a guitarist.....and i only know the song that will be audition ytd... but as long its God's will i guess is fine la....... (Insya-Tuhan)

Feeling like shit??? im stuck at cc nw, while typing this.... and i haven gt my guitar yet.... wth...

niway...... im seriously running out of songs ad....... so yea... pls recomment some song la