I'm not a gennie

You know.. I'm just exhausted la.. Exhausted of giving my best. All i ask is what i deserve.. Is it too much to ask.. Why is it that i have to face the consequence of some other random people's mistake. Huh?? Is hurts.. I giving my best and my all.. No doubt and this is what i got? Injustice.. That just prove karma wrong.. hehe..

Not bad is not always good enough... And all i have to offer is not enough to satisfy your need.. so wat the f you want from me?????????? haiz.... Am i born for this?? Is this what reality going to taste like? the pressure is crumpling me...

My 111th post

Haha.. this is random la.. But i was thinking of this song since last night.. so yea.. Cause everybody try to put love on the line and everybody feels a broken heart sometime... Teddy geiger..

My God he was, he is , and going to be..

So, I went to voices, SJ AOG youth production. Overall, it was a sucess, we got free starbucks and sate so yea.. And this particular song just it me la.. Aaron Shust.

crazy or cool

Just looking through the blog i've been following and i saw this.. SPEECHLESS

hello friday!

Hehe.. So it's friday already.. So fast. Haiz.. There goes my holiday. HAlf of it was in working, sleeping in odd hours.. ANd maybe in cc.. None and none was in studying.. Haiz.. so unproductive.. hehe.. Anyway, this is not wat im trying to say here.. 

Do you realise the pattern when you're studying you wait for holiday, and during holiday, it so bored you just cant wait for school to open. hehe.. Oh.. then when you work, everyday you work, you wait for work to end, then, go home eat sleep and then go back to work. You do that every day and you just go on wishing it's friday so for the weekend. And when's it's monday you hopes it's friday. Hehe.. Then for that week, you wait untill end of the month for the paycheck. Then this will go on and on till you retired..

Hehe.. if you look it at a larger picture, when you're born, you wish you died faster so you can be born again.. Nvm.. hehe

check this out

the sweetest song on earth for lover seems to be a insulting song.. you see ar.

When You Say Nothing At All 

verse

 It's amazing how you, can speak right to my heart

 all the words you say so insulting it hurt through my heart  Without saying a word, you can light up the dark

u must be a vampire, your skin is so pale, i can see u in the dark  Try as I may I could never explain

that time, i dun belief in ghost  What I hear when you don't say a thing 

chorus

 The smile on your face, lets me know that you need me
From the way you smile i know u need my blood
 There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me  Your eyes is so scary that, if i leave you, you will hunt me down for my blood
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me if ever I fall

you wont let me died, cause you want my blood all for yourself

 You say it best, when you say nothing at all

But, when you shut up, it's the best thing you ever done.

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
All day long, people been gossip about us But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd
when you stand next to me, you scare everybody away Old Mr Webster could never define
the old stupid uncle will never understand
What's being said between your heart and mine

why i am so scare of you

so yea.. hehe

5354- I writing in code

Fyi people, is just another emo blog. But cause my blog is an easy acess to all public so everything i written down here is a code. So have fun breaking it. Here i go

Time is something we do now own, it wait for no man and tide, so if you believe in it dont waste anymore time in it, dont doubt. Go for it. I dont know what i'm talking about now, but this i know, all you need is faith and the door will be opened. But of cause, it must be God's will la.. Duh (insya-Allah). Anyway, did you know, if it is meant to happen, nothing can take it away, and if it is not meant to happen, nothing can make it happen. But please remeber we're living in a world where the sky is the limit, well, i mean people already landed on moon already so, the sky is no more the limit. I really don't know what i'm trying to prove here, but all i know, in this earth, in this reality world, nothing seems to be impossible. In this world, with human wisdom and determination, nothing is unachieveable. Yes, Force of nature is there, and at times, man cant stop it but, Man when they unite, they are the FORCE of nature, well yea, look at them, having all the factory and cars all around the world, their forcing the earth to go for global warming. ( haha.. its a joke)

This is what we're seeing now, the human will power. Hehe.. Overcome all things.. Hehe.. They tend to forget all things point back to the creator. Did you know, at thi svery momment when you sit here and read this post of mine, it was all part of God's plan. Did you know, he set times the for every left from the tree to fall, and he decided which route you going to take to school everyday. But you see, now I'm 17, fire for God and God Himself is always real, But soon i'm going to live in a world where, reality will erase God from my life. God will just be a sunday religion. And like it or not, in reality God will be so hard to be found, cause with the shit everybody going to go through.. LOL.. God will just evaporate and cigarrette will seems to be a better way to relief stress. And like it or not, cigarrete (esp Dunhill) is a pleasure for many people. Haha.. i remeber working in Mcd, lolz.. easily 70% people there smokes during their break. even some of the friendly imigran workers. Haiz...

To sum it up. someone wise once said. In reality money is God..

but because i know it the truth and the tricks

so i shall not worship it...

Im really not ready to leave this 17 la... Im not ready to livve in reality.. honestly i really scared i will be f***ed up k.... Haiz.... God, help me!

This suck

Haiz.. I thought of coming to cc to chat de.. but then.. The speaker wont work.. The facebook cant open chat and the msn wont open.. like totally wat th ecrap.. so sien..

Second and third day at Mcd....

So, i survived cooking all the patties with no customer complaint.. Praise the LOrd.. Hehe.. hoes was it... it was very fun.. I mean the imigran are really friendly.. Hehe.. I thought them chinese and they tought me nepal toungues.. I sttach their back, they stracth mine.. All the time working la.. Hehe.. Especially, midnight, nobody will visit Mcd.. It is fun la.. well, that is the second day in Mcd day..

Well, ytd as in two hours back yesterday, started rough.. Hehe.. i came in and there was a malay dude who came in while i was cooking the patty and start to scold me like for wearing the wrong glove.. And today too, i finally met the manager that msg me at 5.30.. Haiz.. It started rough and i had to take care of my station all by myself.. Hehe... Very very hard.. Whole time was asking God to give me strength.. Then, after 3 hours of working, suddenly that manager again came to me forced me to take my break.. sien.. I was like dowan la.. i wan to break with my friend.. He insitedd me to take it den no choice lo.. Haiz such a pain wei.. Then, after working with the patties, suddenly im been kickec to do lobby worker by the manager.. Finally, one good news from the manager.. Hehe.. Hallelujah.. It was very fun and less stressful la.. Then from lobby worker i became backup counter.. hehe.. Thats what i finallt wanted.. Yea.. then till now lo.. in cc... blogging

HOwever,i need to be back at Mcd in 11 hours time.. Siau ar.. dun even have time to sleep.. hehe...So yea.. Good night people..

Btw, 20 sept was Kino Kelvin's birthday. He is an International support officer working in Klang Jaya.. Haha.. so yea.. Happy birthday old fella..

Experience A Miracle 2009

After 8 weeks of planning. The day have finally arrived.. MAjlis restu 2009.. It was very fun.. Although yes, the pressure and tension was building up, but i guess the spirit was always wif us. Go there around 8.30.. Then wait for ACTS church to open.. lol.... Haha.. quickly we met benji to help us with the set up.. he was nice person la, and a lot of patience, haha.. cause this time is our usj4 first time do such a big event.. so yea, the team was very new to this stuff. hehe

Anyway, just to let you know, everything was good.. The response was good, the food was good, the people were good.. and most important of all, the word was good.. It was form John9.. It was just a story of healing of a blind man.. He came out with two conclusion..

You were made by God to show up and show off!

&

God and miracle is to be experinced and not to be explained...

And yea.. It really was like whoa.. Did you know, when God breathe into Adam, then only he had his life.. So did you know, every breath we breath nowadays is actually God. You can wake up everyday and still be breathing, and thats already a miracle. Can you explained why you didnt stop  breathing huh?? hehe.. I cant....

And this thought just hid my mind few hours ago.. Why must the child be in the middle of his parents problem. Why is he getting the pain of the parenst fights.. what have he done to deserve such a pain?? was is his fault? was is the parents fault??

and jesus answer was:

 ³"Neither this man nor his parents sinned," said Jesus, "but this happened so that the work of God might be displayed in his life.

Is that beautiful or wat??

First day at Mcd

I struggled so much to wake up this morning wei.. After last nights rally, who wont dead.. okla maybe not all, but after the installation and movie.. hehe.. but i did manage to wake up.. 

But then wen i woke up, it rains.. Sien, then asked my mum to fetch lo.. she nag and nag and nag all da way there... zz.. 

haha.. reach there.. the stupid manager not there.. fyi, the manager msg  me at 5.30 in da morning asked me go training.. siau one le..

Anyway, i reached at eight then worked lo.. hehe.. first i learned how to do muffins.. Not cupcake muffins but sausage muffins and egg muffins and big breakfasts.. Very fun de.. Den lunch hour i do all da burgers lo.. very fun de.. hehe.. i felt i was spongebob.. hehe

Then, the senior workers there are all imigran.. I remeber one particular Adam.. His quite cute and he can speak english.. not bad at all... then here comes the horrible part.. the oils they used to fry the patty only changed once a day.. Yacks...

Then, there is a machine to cook the beef patties.. is cool la.. But there just a layer of very thicks plastic used to absorb the heat from the patty.. lol.. no wonder their food taste like plastic...

and one more thing, most of the cold product in mcd is package with plastic.. haha.. i guess it gives more platics flavor to a plastic food.. LOL.. and they have around 15 bags of garbage per day.. With all the polystrene and paper... like duh... and one more thing their cookin machine is the coolest cookin machine i ever since.. Is like wen you deep fried something, you can set the timer for it to fried.. And for other food as well, all has it own function and wen the food is done, it will make noise and tel is done.. heheh

But did you know how much energy is ised the sound, the heat, the notification of the machine.. and is not only one, there is 5 or 6 or even more.. not including ice-cream machine.. and this is only one restaurant... how many Mcd restaurant just in M'sia.. Siau one.. hehe

But still, overall, its was fun i mean.. doing those burger.. the chaos ness in the kitchen.. and trying to learn how to cook from imigran.. hehe... wonderful la.. 

Less Than One day left

Haha.. less than one more day, CF of SMK USJ4 will make history man. Hehe.. After years of being underground and having cf meetings in Bicycle shade. Tomorrow we are going to have our very own cf rally wei. Haha.. Well, i actually make a pledge this year to bring change to my school and cf and also to score stratight ace for SPM la..

Well, at least one of it is done... Hehe.. now spm is left.. haiz.. 54 more days left.. Haiz.. oh yea, bout that event

Time:1300-1630

Venue: ACTS church, summit hotel

Date: 18/09/09

Speaker: Pr.Andy, youth pastor of ACTS teens

Dress code: Casual, (preferable school shirt and no jeans!)

Entrance fee: RM5.oo

Lunch will be served!

Yea.. its happening in few more hours time.. so yea, come on man, food is served, you sure want to come one right?? Hehe.. since we're talking about cf.. i was just talkin to one of the cf president around the klang valley. Well, his a bit unique la.. His a catholic but he is leading a buncg of non-catholic christian in his school. So yea, i'm really respect him la.. So yea.. After askin his permission, i got the approval of him to post our conversation on my blog la.. Who readi t anyway??

[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
tomolo gt school?
MR.X says:
siapa ni ah..
oh
nope tmr no schl^.^
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:

then
crash to our rally la
MR.X says:
the new msn format.. super hard to see
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
haha
MR.X says:
yaa was thinking of that
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
yes
hehe
MR.X says:
what time again?
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
1300-1630
Mr.X says:
will consider^.^
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
ok
coo
cool*
hey
dun minds me askin
do you attd cck?
MR.X says:
nope
y saw me?
lols i had to go sunday schl
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
i thought i saw you durin confirmation
MR.X says:
but never attend mass for few years
yeah u did
u were there?
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
erm,
i saw the group photo
so
you're a catholic la
??
MR.X says:
mm i don't like the word catholic
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
haha
no
MR.X says:
they make it sound like it's so different from christians
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
dun get me wrong
im actually very impress with you
cause you;re leading a cf which have a different culture wif you
MR.X says:
lool
haha thank you
i'm smiling now
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:

Mr.X says:
erm ya it's strange to come from catholic church and serve the cf
but i think it's good too, to come from catholic background cos i can see both sides of the coin
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
yea,
i was havin a shock wen i saw your pic
Mr.X says:
i not prejudice to either side
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
haha
either do i
MR.X says:
lol? izit so strange being catholic?
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
nola
i actually respect catholic for their diclipline de
haha.. but you do know there is a 'silent war' between the catholic and other christian ryte?
MR.X says:
of course i know
that's what frustrates me
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
nt the religion but the believers
MR.X says:
yea.
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
haha.. maybe its a calling for you to stop it
Mr.X says:
after confirmation.. it's so sad to see so many catholic youths disappear from churches
almost all my cousins did that
yaa! that's what i gonna do
one day i want to see catholic church be a partner for subang rally
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
haha
sure
but wat i hear from one of the catholic church
evangelism is not a main culture of catholic?
is it?
Mr.X says:
well. from what is being preached in church, yea
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
haha
Mr.X says:
catholics are way more gung-ho at that
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
so to partner wif rally
Mr.X says:
but catholics misunderstand that
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
a but da weird ryte?
??
im listening
Mr.X says:
they see christians as crazy people who want to 'save' people if not they end up burning in hell
thankfully,.got a few mature catholics who can look past prejudices
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
yea
'cult' ma
Mr.X says:
my aunt.. would be really angry if she knew i'm christian
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
catholic is christian ,a
Mr.X says:
but now her son also goes for cf and he tells her everything
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
ma*
Mr.X says:
and while she doesn't let him go to christian church, she has opened up to the idea of cf and all
at the same time.. christians sometimes misunderstand catholics
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
lol
Mr.X says:
they think they worship idols and statues
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
i agreed
Mr.x says:
haha. once even mr. ***** talked about that in a mtg
i felt he was a bit insensitive abt that
yes, even mr *****
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
haha
Mr.X says:
if catholic and christian just took the time to share with each other a bit.. haiz
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
i trying quite hard not to la
Mr.X says:
but of cuz muz find a good catholic la
i got one friend a.. he's an altar boy in church
the fella who wears robes and helps the priests
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
cause i belief if we're praying towards the same God, then, the ultimate purpose is achieve
Mr.X says:
but in school.. haiz
yaaa!
*high five*
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
lol.
actually, i gt this experience la
i got a friend who was a catholic bcoz of his family is a catholic
then i bought him to one of my church event and his accepted christ
bt then the following day he found out that it wasnt a catholic church then he deny that he accepted already
haiz.. it was really
then, i went into deep thoughts about this catholic and christian things la
Mr.X says:
haha.
in catholicism, it's strange how you can go on living without accepting christ
because baptism is at birth, it's not a conscious thought that you're accepting jesus
you're just following your parents
many youths actually don't care
because even in sunday school, it stresses on theory only
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
i realise
i find catholic is a wonderful religion, but its seems to lose its point to people nowadays, esp to youths lo
Mr.X says:
yaa i think it's cos of the leadership
right now a bunch of old dudes who's only concern is increasing the number of ppl in sunday schl
and it's monopolised by certain families
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
haha..can see that but out of cugriousity la?
till a day i sure you will have to choose one side one day
which one it wil it be?
Mr.X says:
i don't want to choose one side
cos there's only one side haha
it's one of my life ambitions to bring them together
^.^
[Ex.A.M!] The greatness hidden in me says:
whoa
kk
then go for it la
Mr.X says:
thank you haha


** Correct us if we're wrong.. BUt i guess deep down of us.. is really wat i think la.. And due to offensice issue, i choose not to reveal the identity of the person but you know who is it i hope you guys keep it yourself la k.. Because thi sjourney of his is going to have a lot of objection and disagreement and in the end.. Misery

100 th post

Yes man.. i couldnt belief this myself.. I have 100 post already. and as you can see... i change the background of it too.. well... its a new start.. hehe.. now need to go study ad.. since i skipped school.. yo, enjoy you school life man.. my goin to end pretty soon ad.. haiz... the band that name after me.. Breaking benjamin

3 minutes to midnight

Yes.. Im online nw.. In cc.. hehe.. was bored ma.. plus tomoro no school..so yea.. came cc lo.. haha.. im surprise with the people online lo.. PLus, i saw chia wei.. hehe.. i guess she not that innocent after all.. hehe... Lets party man!!




Haha... the above song just make me feel energetic. thats all.. no other makna tersirat

The greatness within me?

Haha.. the story was like this.. Darren was sick and he couldn't attend the youth Miracle conference.. So haha.. since mummy is not at home and they need one more person.. I went and check it out..

Hehe.. little did i know, this checking out almost blew my mind off. i was just hoping to learn something new from the preacher and basically hang out with my friend la.. Well, thats all i hope. And i was kinda tired, and i didnt really want to jump through out the Praise and worship session. And i told myself, i'm not going to response to any altar call session.. I just wanted to enjoy the whole event.. Then, there was this thought in my mind la, where i was thinking about all my friend.. the one that influence me and i influence.. I was just so tired to entertaining and plesed them..

So, the event started quite fast as i was playing with my thoughts... Hehe.. So , during praise and worship Meng chern was like come on la chun yit..  Then yea la.. Me , MC and Jay yang, jump during P&W session like mad.. Haiz.. That wasnt enough you know, we went all da way back of the hall, and jump and dance and jump somemore.. LOL.. but i didn't regret doing that, i could felt the Holy Spirit was coming..

Haha.. then, the time to fullfill the main reason of why i attended this event... Ladies and gentlemen i present you, Shyjun Matthew.... His just a preacher of God, who came from india and share the wisdom of God.. Well, thats wat i thought.. but you see, wen chun yit thinks only, his wrong.

He started by saying this, there is a greatness hidden in you, and theres a king within you.. In my mind was, haha.. confirm another motivation sermon la... But he was good, so Meng chern and i was like :' Amen' , "Praise the Lord" , through out his sermon. Surprisly, he was somehow, like can read my mind.. He was talking about, dun try to pleased all you friend, or else you will get exhausted.. Untill suddenly, he started to speak in tounges and he interpreted it.. And he started to prophecied about people in the hall... Then, i could feel the holy spirit started to fall in the place.. God in Moving.. and Shyjun just started to ask us to pray for the holy spirit.. The atomsphere of the hall immediatly turns very thick of the God holiness. 

And, as i started praying, i couldn't hold it myself, the spirit touched me, and i started to wept..  Haha.. And i couldnt resist it.. and i just let it flow la.. And somehow as tough he could read my mind, he said cry it out, cry it out.. Crying the presence of GOd is better than cryin in your closet, is better than in your bedroom, and its better to cry in the presence of God than to cry yourself. It just hit me so badly (I've been crying myself wen i emo this few months) so ,it was like a touch from God.

And half crying there.. Suddenly a hand approaches me, it was the volunteer, he told me the Shyjun wanted me to go up to the alter ( well, so much for not responding to the altar call)

I went up, i saw Tzi ying was slained, then he came to me, he blow, and i didnt want to fall, but i didnt have the strength to fight back, and thats was it... I fell on da ground, slowly, he called one by one for people to come, and slowly one by one the fall into the presence of the Spirt..

He ended the conference with a challenge, where he ask us to pray in the sprit where ever and when ever we're alone. Haha... And then, we shall one day be the man or woman of this city..

It was just so amazing, i needed more.. So i was trying to arrange for transport and all to come for the night session. THis time i stood firm, i said i wont response to any altar call.. And yea.. So and night it was only me, Pam, her mum, and Jay yang joined in abit later..

And he came and started to talk.. And wen he finished explaining the first part of the scripture, he started again to speak in toungues. And this time, he could predict family issue, problem of people.. I mena the holy spirit la.. not him.. And he can see people who have sickness, and the most important part of all is, he didnt laid hand on anymore, and the healing just happen.. One by one, internal blood clotting, deafness, bone and joint problem... all are healed.. ANd wen he asked people to response to altar call, for salvation.. People just rushed out.. whoa.. The whole scence and Holy, Godly..... Beatiful...

Its something i will not forget.. PAssion to be doubled??

o9o9o9

Haha... So i'm nt studying now, so wat, hehe.. Today no paper ma.. haha.. just check out this video last night and today.. Erm, the new world order?? Well, according to the bible they said that the anti-christ will rule over the world for seven years. And there is video around the internat showing proof and evidence of it. And yea, it this true? Walao, so stress wei, im not like scare but im not prepared yet for all of that. I mean divide and conquer?? implant chips into our body? 911 was bush own plant?? like totally wat the crap?? Is revelation really here?? I mean i do know anti-christ was always here la.. But so fast meh??

Haha... i dont know la... tomolo account paper and im worried bout all this.. haiz.. I wan to the truth..

The seventh string of my guitar the eighth colour of my rainbow

This was a sms conversation by my friends.. well, i know it's kinda bad to read people's sms.. but it's really sweet..

A:I love you. It have never changed ever since i told you how much this 3 words meant. Before, my heart never beat the way its beating now. The day you came into my life, my heart beat, has changed, and prolong tillthis very day, Of cos, ur not the first i loved, but there's always a chance u'll be the last one i'll stay wif. I may be a sore eye. I may be a junk left behind in a bin. I don't mind if im thrown away. As long as my owner is u.

B: ??Very sweet la u. But sadly is not for me.. hehe

A: Every msg i sent, every call i made, i hear unwillingness from your voice, yet i smile because ai've long to hear that voice missing in me.That girl, will she like you as much as i did before, always and forever??I'm not perfect, neither are you, Yet i miss your every mistakes, every embarassement that ever happened between us.

B: Every call u made, every msg u sent.. Makes my dull night into excitment. yet i doubt, is dis a just another dream that i never want to be woken up from or is this true?

A: I may not be able to read you like a bopok. I may not know whats the best for you. But isnt is all about comprosing? every effort i made, i've vever asked anything for return. Or maybe it's worthless to you? I never mind, as long im doin it for you. Nite

B: The cover never really matters to me. Is like a heroin, i will never get enough. Im willing to catch the air and chase the wind, just to see your smile..

A:

B:U're the seventh string of my guitar & the eighth colour of my rainbow. Every time i close my eyes, is your face i see. I sleep to dream of you beautiful. U r a dream that i been waiting for a thousand years. Luv fren. Nites.

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Yes, so some of the lines are from the pick up lines from the tv show..and my friend's song. But it's really sweet . Mengenang wajarmu. SHU RUN this is for you ar

This is a must see POST

Hey, so last night i was watching tv again.. And i found this video clip on a local late night show.. And i found this fellow... Sam Tsui.. a local dude doin the entertainment line and he is awesome la... His voice his just so undescribable.. Why wats wrong wif the media nowadays.. How can they hide this video on at night.. his really really good la....A atomic bomb.. 

Experience A miracle -18/9/9

come ar... see you there..

and this is the bomb i was talkin to you.......

Forgetting someone you love is like remebering you never met

LOL.. i found this song, while Tze Yang and Veon start exchanging commet in facebook.. I thought they were emo Romeo and Juilet expressing love till i realize it was a song. (oh well, so much for emo, hehe, they wont know bout it) Anyway, the words are like so touching..

That every long lost dream led me to you

Others who broke my heart are like northern star

Pointing my way 

Into your loving arms

This much i know is true

That God will bless the broken road

that led me back to you

selah- God bless the broken road

They should like play it in my church more.. hehe.. 

Home Alone

sesated me......

Okay.. A very wise quote... Erm. you wil learn how to appreaciate it after you lose it. Yeap, for this weekend, nobody is at home... Well, my brother is at his friend house, my mum is at hospital.. Erm, just a small operation la.. ANd my dad.. some where in M'sia la.. (God knows) haha..

Well, i spent the hungry ghost festival myself.. is a bit the weird la.. Ok.. i wont say i appreaciate them la, not to say i miss them too. But it just a bit weird without them at home. But it was fun la.. Stayed up whole night talking on da phone. watch late night movie. Hehe.. settle your own dinner. Like dat la..

Well, my mum is being discharged today, and everything will be back to normal.. Haiz... Why must this fun end so fun... Lol.. i dont know its a good thing or not la.. hehe.. cant read mind

Im just a kid

SPOT ME!!


Can not ar...... try again


lol...... really cant meh.. this le??

well, this pictures really bring back very bittersweet memories la.. Tough i was a nerd way2 back then.. just some fat kid try to get attention.. i really prefer those time compare to now.. why?? because it doesn't have any trouble compare to now.. i mean it really sucks la.. i guess this is why we have frens rite..........

Haha... you can say i pretty much hate growing up la.... It sucks.... but, i guess thats why we have friend lo.... hehe


Its was a very BITTERSWEET　ｃｈｉｌｄｈｏｏｄ

bt it was always the sweet one that last.... ladies and gentlemen... im falling in love wif myself

1 sept 09

And can you belief it.. hehe.. it has been nine month since my blog man.. Honestly this blog have help me a lot emotionally. Well, today, my dad is back to Hong Kong. Well, something happen after the loosen screw on the bed in da morning incident. It sucks la.. ANd i hate my father even more nowadays...... Haiz... Honestly.. I cant wait till im eighteen and ask the goverment to break the relationship of me and him..... HE SUCKS!

And yes.. wat i write in da blog stays in da blog. and wat i feel now, will be just memories of this blog.. so.. nobody will bring this up to anyone..... Including you!! (yes, i mean you who is reading this..)

tomolo is fz3 and est and im still here sitting in cc... haha.. i really need to study la.. bye good night..